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You've been on my mind a lot recently. So yeah, I really wouldn't mind if you would just piss off it.
Did you hear that? Go away. Go away now.
Go away please.
I've been rehearsing this conversation with you, in my head, over and over. I know exactly what you're going to say, how you're going to react. Hear that? You, my friend, are predictable. The one thing you hate the most. Predictability.
Only you're not speaking to me at all now, are you? Maybe if you would just listen to me then it would all be okay. Perhaps I'd stop thinking about you.
And then we could both move on to different lives.
Okay, I miss your brown eyes. I miss the way we'd exchange looks across the classroom. I miss your stupid swishy hair, which you'd never cut. Which you will never cut now because you no longer have me to nag you. I miss your soft, mellow voice.
And I long for the way you could always calm me back down, no matter how angry I was.
Well, I'm fricking angry now, but you're not doing anything about it, are you?
We should have never argued. I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry I thought you were flirting with that girl who turned out to be your cousin. I'm sorry I called you all those names. Dickhead. Tosser.
Looking back on it, I wish you'd never driven away from me. From us. I wish you hadn't driven away into the night. But it's your own fault really. Not mine.
Everyone knows you shouldn't drink and drive.
Yet you did. You may be an intelligent person, but you can still be incredibly stupid. To this day I can't believe that you crashed. I can't believe that I was the last person to speak to you. Inside it kills me to know that at the time of your.... of your passing you hated me.
Perhaps if you'd lived just a day longer then we could've made up. If only I hadn't shouted at you that night then maybe we could've climbed into that car and died together.
A year has passed now. The funeral is but a memory and the local newspapers documenting the event have since been recycled. All the sympathy messages on your Facebook page have long merged away to become lost in cyberspace.
But to me you are still alive. To me you've never died. Every minute of every day you're on my mind.
Because I just can't let you go.
Did you hear that? Go away. Go away now.
Go away please.
I've been rehearsing this conversation with you, in my head, over and over. I know exactly what you're going to say, how you're going to react. Hear that? You, my friend, are predictable. The one thing you hate the most. Predictability.
Only you're not speaking to me at all now, are you? Maybe if you would just listen to me then it would all be okay. Perhaps I'd stop thinking about you.
And then we could both move on to different lives.
Okay, I miss your brown eyes. I miss the way we'd exchange looks across the classroom. I miss your stupid swishy hair, which you'd never cut. Which you will never cut now because you no longer have me to nag you. I miss your soft, mellow voice.
And I long for the way you could always calm me back down, no matter how angry I was.
Well, I'm fricking angry now, but you're not doing anything about it, are you?
We should have never argued. I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry I thought you were flirting with that girl who turned out to be your cousin. I'm sorry I called you all those names. Dickhead. Tosser.
Looking back on it, I wish you'd never driven away from me. From us. I wish you hadn't driven away into the night. But it's your own fault really. Not mine.
Everyone knows you shouldn't drink and drive.
Yet you did. You may be an intelligent person, but you can still be incredibly stupid. To this day I can't believe that you crashed. I can't believe that I was the last person to speak to you. Inside it kills me to know that at the time of your.... of your passing you hated me.
Perhaps if you'd lived just a day longer then we could've made up. If only I hadn't shouted at you that night then maybe we could've climbed into that car and died together.
A year has passed now. The funeral is but a memory and the local newspapers documenting the event have since been recycled. All the sympathy messages on your Facebook page have long merged away to become lost in cyberspace.
But to me you are still alive. To me you've never died. Every minute of every day you're on my mind.
Because I just can't let you go.
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Igbok
To the girl who's "okay"
With the run-away father
Of the baby she's hiding
With goodwill and shame,
You're not alone.
To the boy who's "okay"
With the bumps and the names
And the scars on his wrist
That still won't go away,
You're not alone.
To the girl who's "okay"
With despising herself
Because she's knows she's not strong enough
To starve anymore,
You're not alone.
To the boy who's "okay"
As the voices grow louder
Because soon he'll give in to them
Without feeli
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Riddle of a Different Shape
I was born a girl
with birth in my belly
and I will leave this world
a woman in a coffin.
From the moment I could
walk I had a boy on my heart
a boy, man, monster,
so different from me.
There is a puzzle in
my brain of why so different
why not me or him
and vice versa
verses of times
but I see he and I
are pieces of the same
cloth
but different patterns for a reason.
When I walked into the street,
I tried to be a boy
but I had hips, that broke the boy
I was born a girl,
a riddle of a different shape,
and he scattered, far away.
I was bred to be locked away
and select for taller men
(and monsters)
but I just want t
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What Matters
Forget the worries, forget the fears,
Wipe away your old hurt's tears.
Laugh out loud, dance around your room,
Picture a different bride and groom.
Spend some time with your best friends,
Pick up the pieces, make amends.
Scream to your favorite song,
Not caring if the notes are wrong.
Live your live, reject the strife.
Pick up the pen, put down the knife.
Smell a rose, bounce on your toes.
Play with your hair, slide down the stairs.
Love the way you are, name you own star.
Accept your faults, turn somersaults.
These are what matter,
No matter how crazy or scattered.
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The more I write the worse I get. It's a paradox, I swear, cos this is awful
Ah well. It reminded me of something me and a lot of people went through at the start of this year in my school.
Thought I'd put it up even though I fail.
I really should stop writing when I'm meant to be revising for GCSE exams *shot*
Ah well. It reminded me of something me and a lot of people went through at the start of this year in my school.
Thought I'd put it up even though I fail.
I really should stop writing when I'm meant to be revising for GCSE exams *shot*
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this isn't awful! it's great! ^^ and sad. and i agree it is a bit like my one.
great minds think alike! ^o^
great minds think alike! ^o^